Here's to the past.

Life totally sucks now .. family didn't really give me a happy life .. born me for fuck ? if you all choose to born me why can't you all give me a happy life ! why must you all keep make me stress ! i tho last time our family is the best ? after everything happen me and sister quarrel mummy and sister run house .. after i work already 11+ still need go run at the car park find her ! and who are the one who make me tears ?! after work quarrel before work also quarrel ? totally no point you all know ! i know maybe you will think i'm useless ? so ? is you all choose to born me ! you all tell me don't learn bad and don't smoke anymore and you all will trust me better .. okay i promise .. i quit smoking .. end up ?! you all got trust me better ? no! like fuck only -.- you are the one who make me stress .. you all are the one who make me get into this life and you are the one who let me hate you alot ! i really miss the past .. )': i miss everything .. )': please can every thing change better )':